Haiiiiii. Sian ah. I finally came to school today after skipping 2 days of school. LOL. I felt so shitty in school. Having some stupid heartache ah. Must be xm infecting me with his problems. LOL. Hai, what makes it worse is that I have given up on ACJC. I dont really think I have the chance to get into that school.

Zzzzz... I feel so fcuked up, I'm 17 already and yet I still do not have a clear goal of what I want to be in the future. Should I follow my interests or find an occupation that can satisfy my financial needs? The future would be definitely so damn demanding. No money, no talk.

The harsh real world is so sucky. How I wish the world could be naive. Of course, it will never happen, because humans are too complicated. Man, I dont know what I'm writing.

Sigh, I have so much things to say but I dont really have anyone to pour out my woes. Although I may not have so much woes compared to others, I still feel very, er vexed, frustrated. Sometimes I just feel like banging my head on the wall. Bang Bang Bang.

I better not think too much. hai.